Things that make me cry (list drawn up between 1-6 am)

• Not being able to take a bath
• The lack of sleep
• My mishaped body
• Poopy diapers after I've just changed him
• The bags under my eyes
• Kevin being able to sleep and not having milk producing boobs.
• My slow healing stitches
• The knot in my back
• Feeling unattractive
• Pants that don't fit right
• Realizing I have a baby. Forever.
• JT at my breast - making everything else insignificant